…myself to be angry. allowing anger is hard if you’ve been told anger is wrong. i am lucky to be able to exact revenge with noise, words….and physical performance. the reason next time i will be more vocal about incidents like this is because next time i dont want to be feeling like i didnt stand up for myself…after the show…after the event.

  i know this all sounds like a whine….and thanks for your sympathies but i am not feeling sorry for myself…i can do better on saturday…part of me wanted to be crazy and wade into the audience and kicj this guys arse but…then i’d feel bad about that too sooner or later..and besides he’d probably have bust my nose…but i dont care…i did the right thing by ignoring him…but i just needed to vent.

  being able to think of cool retorts after the event is all very well…but in there, in the nervous whirl and choking nerves of it all….the brain is blank and the cheeks are hot.

 hank yur…