to be honest it aint tooo bad….i dont loook that ratty at the mo…considering..considering…the gattling gun is bein polished at the moment…

  i fucking hated that gig tho. friggin hop farm…vibeless bumpkin crap. never again….the audience were idiots ..apart from 15%  of them..an i  have no fuckin interest in entertaining prats.. so i just wont in the future..lifes tooo short…and stupid boys with two middle fingers and no dick throwing drinks at me will get a slap next time…i am too old to be a doormat for idiots like that… i spent my whole life doing that…going off stage to cry cus some wanker things its a laugh to be insulting and throw shit at me..or gettin abuse and hiding and in my brain of brains imagining that theyre right..that i am useless worthless and dont deserve any thing goood…and maybe that i dont have the right to be happy…and thats all wrong! and next time they’ll know how it feels to realy touch a telecaster..it’ll be on their stupid head.